I do seem have this habit where I do ASSAY or test people to see if they do practice what they preach to me.. their mere words mean nothing to me.. especially those people who claim that God has called them to do a specific work.. but yet they now cannot seem to find any love personally for me and why was that ? Did Jesus not say that now by their own fruits you can tell what they are.. and the fruit of the spirit includes their love for me..
I have thus notice that when one of these rather control freaks pastor, or relatives does tells me that he is busy serving God, also that he or she is more spiritual than I am too, so that when he or she asks me to do something for him and her and I next do refuse to do so i do rather see as to how very quickly they do now do openly hate me, do bad mouth me, do slander me, do divorce me.. for obviously n ow rather their calling, goals are not being motivated by God but rather by the devil and self.. and so I do wish they could see what they were realy like ..
do see also http://postedat.wordpress.com/2011/03/12/%e2%80%9cwe%e2%80%99re-here-to-help-contact-us-%e2%80%9d/
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